This is a secondary blog to gather all of my nervous and depressed posting so I don't litter up my main blog with it. It's a pity party! Join if you want to.
God I feel so useless and tired
I just don’t want to do anything anymore
It feels like all I ever do is sleep and cry
That’s all I ever want to do anyway
I’m not going to be able to transfer next year because I was too lazy to complete the applications
and then I’m going to have to return to Santa Barbara next year
I don’t think I can do that
I just won’t be able to handle it
At the rate I’m getting classes I’m going to become a supersenior too
That’s simply out of the question
I can’t even go one more year let alone two
I feel like such a weakling
Why can’t I sort my own shit out like an adult by now
