Well, I tweezed my eyebrows. A decent and much more fashionable alternative to cutting.
Everything in me hurts
So
Fucking
Bad
Mission going out: complete failure. Begin mission eat actual food.
I an the queen of pent up emotions
Should I, like…tell people when I’m feeling insecure? I mean basically the only reason I’d do it is to get assurance, but that’s…that seems really needy. But is it worse than just ignoring it or holding it?
I don’t know. I guess I’m trying to adopt a more…visible demeanor? In trying to be more transparent. Hiding is what caused this mess after all. So when I’m thinking something important, I’ll try to bring it up. I don’t want this shit affecting my health anymore.
Ex-girlfriend has a new girlfriend
Lol this is the exact reason I broke up with you
ugh. I know I’m spiraling but I don’t want to stop myself. I know I should but goddammit I just want to sulk for a while. Since I fucked up my life so bad by feeling like shit, shouldn’t I continue feeling like shit to justify my decision? It’s barely over a week since I dropped out of college and it’s easier to forget that I’m supposed to feel like shit. It makes my decision seem hasty and stupid. Why couldn’t I be this stable while in college? What was I even feeling there? Was it really real if it disappears so quickly? What do I do now?
I know the point of dropping out is so I can properly deal with this depression, but fuck it. Tonight I want to wallow and feel like shit. At least then I’m justified in doing nothing.
“Be miserable. Or motivate yourself. Whatever has to be done, it’s always your choice.”
Ahahahaha oh my god I am dying I hope you never find out how wrong you are
HUGE GIVEAWAY!
If you win, you will recieve:
All of the pokemon figures shown- none are damaged and mewtwo is slightly white.
1 game of your choice. All include booklets and games are not damaged in any way. You will recieve on this game: One shiny starter of your choice (level 5) and also one shiny pokemon of your choice (level 100).
You will get Pokemon Link and Pokemon Dash also with these games- same description as above)
A full eevee family. Brand-new. Includes: Eevee, Vaporeon, Jolteon, Flareon, Espeon, Umbreon, Leafeon and Glaceon.
A Starly plush. This calls when wing is pressed.
A Buneary plush. This calls when its ear is pressed.
A Pachirisu plush. This calls when its tail is pressed.
A Charmander plush.
A Jigglypuff plush.
A Pokemon Black and White Walkthrough Guide. This is new.
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PLEASE NOTE: You do not have to be following me however I will enter your name another time if you are following me. You can reblog this post as many times as you like. Likes do not count and I will post the winner on the 26th of May.
Good Luck!
